by Aparna Raja KC, UAE
An experience of dissolution of doership, becoming a channel, and witnessing the presence and consciousness of Mohanji.
18th October 2025, we all gathered at one of our volunteers’ homes for Power of Purity (POP), followed by Mohanji Energy Transfer (MET).
It was my first experience serving as a Mohanji channel.
My only intention was to dissolve my personality so that Mohanji could fill and flow through me, especially during the session.
As I sat before Mohanji’s photo seeking his blessings, I felt a gentle warmth in my hands and suddenly sensed someone in a white mundu (dhoti) passing by. I opened my eyes, expecting to see someone walking in the room—but there was no one. That’s when I realised it was a vision—a divine blessing from Mohanji, allowing me to experience and recognise his presence in the room.
When I reached out to each participant for MET, I felt waves of heat flowing from my fingers into them. For a moment, I was overwhelmed, knowing Mohanji is working through me. Mohanji was within me, delivering his grace. Instantly, I reminded myself to remain hollow, to dissolve completely from the sense of “I.” There was no “me.” Only Mohanji. Mohanji was doing his work, and I was simply witnessing it.
There were countless other moments when “I” ceased to exist—it was purely Mohanji at work.
One such instance was during the creation of our first UAE newsletter. For days, I pondered how to structure it from scratch. And then, in a single day—within five hours—the entire newsletter flowed effortlessly. It was not me, not my pace, as there was no gap for the mind to speculate. The flow was uninterrupted, and the outcome, spontaneous.
This experience extends beyond my personal life into my professional world as well. I experience immense calmness and fearlessness in the most vulnerable situations. This is because I get into the mode of witnessing them, rather than taking it personally.
These are my realities now. I do not intend to reconcile the transformations, but I am definitely enjoying the occasional witness hood state, while I wait for it to be my static state.
I believe one of the most profound catalysts for these transformations has been the weekly Talks with Mohanji. In my mind, those two hours are a space of uninterrupted communion with the Guru Tattva—the essence of the Master.
And truly, as I reflect on it, I feel that the name “Mohanji” is far too small to encompass the vast consciousness he represents.
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Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 20th November 2025
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