By Biljana Strezoska, Macedonia
Mohanji Peace Center – that is the place where the sky feels closer, and you feel like you could reach the moon. It is a place where the most breathtaking sunrises and sunsets paint the sky in vibrant colors. It is a sanctuary filled with energy, peace, and happiness. There is a special joy in feeding the birds, the dogs—Laki and Purity—the cat, Sai, eight beautiful deer, and the majestic Raja, who lives in the house with all of us like true royalty. I stayed there for two months, and it was a truly transformative experience. The energy at the temple is beyond comparison—a sacred, calming space where the blessings from Baba and the Dattatreya Tradition made me a stronger and more enlightened person.
One of the most profound moments of my journey happened during the evening aarati. As I gazed at Baba’s face, I witnessed a change—he moved his left eyebrow. At first, I was shocked, but Murali explained that if we successfully connect with Baba, we might notice subtle movements or changes in his expression. This experience confirmed for me that I was in the presence of something divine. This place is truly heaven on earth. Much love to Niki, Paula, and Murali—thank you for your support and the love you shared with me.
A journey from darkness to light
Before arriving at the Center, I was struggling deeply. I was overwhelmed with anxiety, anger, sadness, and sorrow that weighed down my soul. After attending a program in Mavrovo, I asked Mohanji what I should do to heal and handle my emotions. His answer surprised me—he told me to go to the Center in Slovenia. At first, I was confused. How could I leave my job and responsibilities behind? But somehow, I found a way to make it happen and embarked on this journey. When I arrived, Paula welcomed me warmly, but I was terrified. Everything was new, unfamiliar. For the first few days, I felt like a lost little girl. However, the kind and friendly people around me helped ease my fears.
I started attending aarati regularly, immersing myself in the powerful energy of the space. With each aarati, I experienced deep cleansing—I cried endlessly as if releasing pain from not just this life but from ten lifetimes before. I also began cooking for the deities, chanting the Gayatri Mantra—the only mantra I knew at the time. It was an incredible honor to serve in this way.
Every morning after aarati, I would fill the bird feeders and then go to feed the eight deer, who were always waiting for me. Feeling their warm breath on my palm as they ate was indescribable—a moment of pure connection with nature. In the evening, they would return for their second feeding, their graceful presence filling my heart with joy. The beautiful cat, Sai, brought me so much happiness, while the cheerful dog, Purity, was always creating fun and mischief. One special experience was with Laki, Mohanji’s dog.
When Paula had to leave for Obrenovac, Laki needed to stay in Slovenia. The day before she left, we were at the temple, and Laki suddenly came to me, licking my hand. From that moment until Paula returned, I felt like his mother—he slept in my room and followed me everywhere. I also took care of two puppies, ensuring they were fed at the same time to prevent fights.
And then there was Raja, the star of the story. He had been raised in the house since he was a baby, and now, as an adult with growing horns, he had become the most majestic, gorgeous, and lovable being. It is impossible not to fall in love with him—he simply captivates you. I fed him grapes, pears, kiwis, apples, cucumbers, and carrots, but his favorite treat was sandwiches. He always made me smile. I must admit, I was a bit afraid of the two large geese, but the three ducks were friendly. It felt like a little zoo where everyone cared for each other.
Day by day, I grew more confident and relaxed. Some days were tough—I still felt sorrow and sadness—but the anger and anxiety that had consumed me before were gone. I had no worries, no distractions. I even turned off my phone and devoted myself to service, not out of obligation, but from a genuine desire to help others. I took the opportunity to read all the books about Baba, Mohanji, and Devi, which became a true passion for me.
Before coming to the Center, I had been deeply unhappy and burdened by years of depression. I had forgotten what it felt like to smile. But being surrounded by kind and loving people, I started smiling again. Slowly, the heavy emotions that had haunted me began to fade. At night, I had powerful dreams—visions of people from my past. I realized these dreams were guiding me to understand past mistakes and lessons. One night, I even dreamt of Mohanji and heard a voice telling me, “Do not wear black.”
One evening, while in bed, I heard the sound of someone chopping wood outside. At first, I thought it was Simon, the Slovenian activist. But the following night, while reading, I heard the sound again. When I went outside to check, no one was there. I believe this was Sai Baba’s Leela. A deeply sacred experience for me was participating in Baba’s Abhishekam, the only time we are allowed to touch the Murti. Words cannot express the immense love and gratitude I felt in that moment. During my time at the Center, I met wonderful people from Mohanji Peace Centers in Croatia, Serbia, and Slovenia.
A place of transformation
The Mohanji Peace Center in Slovenia is a place where you can face your fears, heal your wounds, and transform into the best version of yourself. The energy is immense, and Baba is ever-present, listening, guiding, and knowing everything about you. Eventually, I had to return to Skopje. Everything there remained the same—but I was not the same. I had learned how to be strong and patient and not allow others to hurt me. Now, I eagerly await Thursday nights, when I can join the night aarati online and reconnect with the energy of the Center.
If you ever have the chance to visit this place, even once in your lifetime—go! Become part of this wonderful community and the Mohanji family. Your heart and soul will be filled with blessings and unconditional love. Thank you, Mohanji, and to everyone who helped me on this journey.
|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI ||
Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 27th February 2025
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