By Bhavani Nair, USA
A beautiful testimonial on a new process by Mohanji – Relationship Alignment Process
Since my pilgrimage to Mount Kailash in 2025, many things began to surface from within me—things that needed to be cleared from my system. Upon returning from the yatra, I went through a difficult period of transition. During the journey, I also learned about a therapist whom I felt guided to speak with regarding certain areas of my life that required deeper work.
Being in the presence and grace of Mohanji often ensures that the right help and guidance arrive exactly when a person is ready. I felt that I had reached that point of readiness—to speak, to acknowledge, and to release the burdens of my past. Energetically, I had already been working on myself through personal sadhana, seva, pilgrimages, and deep self-reflection. Yet there are aspects of life that cannot simply be erased without a profound moment of awareness and recognition. Certain bindings remain within us, preventing full acceptance of ourselves. Only when these patterns are recognized and accepted can true healing begin to flow.
Through my sessions with the therapist, I came to understand that the roots of my struggle lay in early childhood. A deep sense of betrayal had been embedded in my system. No matter how much I spoke, cried, or allowed myself to become vulnerable, there remained something within that I simply could not release.
During this time, I remembered someone from the Mohanji family once advising me to connect with my “inner child.” As the sessions progressed, I realized that my inner child was deeply wounded. In my imagination, she always appeared with a sad face, unable to accept anything positive that came her way. Each time I saw her inwardly, there was pain and distrust in her eyes. I felt stuck, unable to move forward. Eventually, I recognized my own limitations and decided to pause the sessions, acknowledging that I had reached the limit of what I could process at that time.
After returning from the retreat at Shirdi, Mohanji blessed us with two new processes: the Conscious Cleansing Process (CCP) and the Relationship Alignment Process (RAP). A fellow Kailash participant guided me to join the CCP. To my surprise, unlike other processes I had experienced before, this one seemed to address the childhood layers of myself that were hidden deep within the unconscious mind. I do not know exactly what was removed or how it happened. The process required no effort from me, yet something profound shifted. I was in awe of how deeply rooted impressions—possibly acquired in the womb or during early childhood (ages 1–3)—could be released so effortlessly. I felt immense gratitude to Mohanji for bringing such a powerful blessing into the world.
Soon after, I participated in the Relationship Alignment Process. Initially, I joined hoping to work on improving relationships with a few people in my life, as I did not fully understand how the process worked. As I listened to Tina explaining the instructions, a thought suddenly arose within me: What if I worked on my relationship with myself? I raised my hand to ask if that was possible, but due to time constraints, my question went unanswered. I accepted it as it was and decided to proceed with two family members I thought I might want to work with.
As the process began, I sat quietly, bringing their faces to my mind one by one, waiting to feel some response. Strangely, both images gradually faded away. Suddenly, my thoughts turned to the face of my inner child—the same face I had seen during my therapy sessions, with those painful eyes filled with sadness and distrust. At that moment, a powerful reaction arose within my system. I could feel pain emerging from my heart center and through the pores of my body. It was intense and deeply moving. While Tina continued speaking in the background, different words began flowing from my own mouth—words that seemed meant for my inner child.
I remember saying to her:
“You are loved.”
“You are appreciated.”
“You are cherished.”
Many other words flowed spontaneously, though I cannot recall them all now. In that moment, I felt as if my younger self came forward and merged with my adult self. I am not a highly visual person, yet I felt this merging deeply. I sensed a shift, and for the first time, I felt happiness in her presence.
What exactly happened during that session is something I still cannot fully explain. Yet the process continues to work within me—guiding me toward greater self-love, acceptance, and appreciation of my true self. Healing childhood wounds is not a simple journey. It is long and layered. But I hold deep faith in Mohanji that, one day, my inner child will completely merge and blossom fully into this world.
Looking back, I now see the beauty in how the process unfolded. If my raised hand had been acknowledged earlier, my mind might never have explored the possibility of working on myself. That moment of being overlooked was, perhaps, part of a greater plan. What flowed during that session was unique to my own healing journey. It has now been a month since the session, yet the shifts that began that day continue to unfold, gently guiding me toward my own inner self.
I am deeply grateful to Mohanji for introducing these two profound processes. They have the power to address deep-seated wounds that might otherwise take many lifetimes to heal—yet here they offer the possibility of transformation within a single lifetime.
|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI ||
Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 13th March 2026
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