By Suma Dinesh, Bengaluru, India
A couple of years ago, I did not know who Mohanji was. Today, he is an integral part of my life. I can’t believe this happened to me, as I am very skeptical. I don’t accept anything or anyone at face value, especially spiritual Gurus, as I had heard about many fake Gurus.
While I’ve experienced subtle shifts since embracing Mohanji’s teachings, a recent experience really moved me. Though I was battling deep-seated anxiety for quite some time, I could live with it. But of late, it had morphed into a panic – fear of traveling, fear for my health, fear for my loved one’s health and safety, etc. When I spoke to a Mohanji Acharya about why this was happening, it was attributed to the fact that I had started practicing Kriya consistently, so all the hidden patterns are now coming to the surface and my awareness. ‘This is how it will eventually leave you,’ I was told. So, I was trying to manage this fear by myself.
Recently, fear gripped me as we embarked on a vacation to a hill station. Anxiety surged with thoughts of traveling on flights, winding mountain roads, and even the journey to the airport.
On the day we left home for the trip, as the cab moved towards the airport, this fear turned to panic; I could not take it any longer. In a moment of desperation, I closed my eyes and shouted out loudly within myself to Mohanji to come and save me from my own mind. I visualized Mohanji in my heart center, surrendered to him, and started chanting Mohanji Gayatri in my mind. I had tears in my eyes due to the anguish. Hardly had I chanted ten times or so, I heard Mohanji’s reassuring voice within my head telling me to ‘relax and just be.’ I heard him saying, “Why are you resisting? Just relax and let go. I am with you.” That’s when I realized my body was so stiff as if I was trying to resist the movement of the cab.
As I surrendered, suddenly, I felt as if an immense weight had been lifted off my chest, and fear had dissipated like black smoke. An inexplicable sense of freedom enveloped me, and tears of joy flowed as I reached the airport. Throughout the trip, I marveled at my newfound fearlessness. Once a source of dread, the winding mountain roads became a scenic delight. Daily chanting of Mohanji Gayatri filled my heart with gratitude, and the entire journey was a testament to his transformative presence.
Another time I felt such fear was during my recent root canal treatment. Fear gripped me again as I sat in the dentist’s chair. I knew what to do; I mentally connected to Mohanji and started chanting Mohanji Gayatri throughout the procedure. It was not at all a painful experience. I sailed through it! Though I am still overcoming my fears and anxieties, I am now sure Mohanji is holding my hand. Thank you, Mohanji, for always being with me.
But that’s not all. Subtle changes are happening within me. A chronic complainer has turned into someone who complains less and judges less. The magic of Mohanji’s influence is rewriting my story, one fearless step at a time.
And the journey continues… Thank you, Mohanji, for your benevolence and grace. Please, always be with me.
|| JAI BRAHMARISHI MOHANJI ||
Edited & Published by – Testimonials Team, 9th February 2024
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