BTW Experience on Full Moon (‘Buddha Poornima’) and even more Full Heart


The golden Buddha Consciousness


Dear friends,        

From all the BTW experiences since 2007 till now, what happened last Friday (May 28th) during BTW in Muscat was definitely THE experience for me. It was the continuation of the magical Buddha Poornima. We had initially planned to experience this Poornima high up in the Himalayas – the Kailash trip. Sadly, it did not happen. However, it was the ‘higher will’ that this Buddha Poornima remains a memorable experience nevertheless…   

One journalist was supposed to join us for BTW, but in the end couldn’t make it – it was the plan of the Masters that only those who were coming regularly join us for this special mediation.       

Mohanji spoke briefly before the meditation (which was unusual) and at that time itself I was already sensing a high energy and thus felt the pull to go within, away from the senses. At one point I felt a jolt as I heard Mohanji telling me “Let’s start. Today we’ll do the 360 Degrees meditation” – I was so happy to hear that because that meant we’ll have much more time to bathe in this energy!        

Dr. Deepali and I both conducted Shaktipat after Mohanji. I could feel that my awareness was much more sharper this time – I had very clear sensations about each recipient of Shaktipat.        

After fulfilling my ‘Shaktipat dharma’ :-), I blissfully floated back to my seat and then….. it all happened. Something most unexpected followed the Shaktipat I received from  Dr. Deepali. I was suddenly catapulted through Sahasrara, at a very high speed!     

The Transforming Power of Light    

I was like a fountain of Light endlessly bursting/flowing upward, moving at a very high speed.       

At one point I wondered how far I will go… But there was no fear, just awe and wonder.
And then suddenly, when it all settled, I reached some other galaxy/loka/dimension (am not sure how to call it) of amazing vibration. The kind of beauty I saw/sensed there was simply breathtaking! A true golden empire, with expanded, golden beings floating in it, with flower petals flowing everywhere, celebration, divine tunes, intense sensations of expansion and pure bliss…         

The Indescribable Golden Bliss


I received a deep understanding, a sort of revelation, about one living Master, and numerous insights which I would prefer not to share at this point. 
All this subsided after the meditation and all I felt was Mohanji’s mighty presence and immense love. I recognized the familiar ‘tickle’ on my Sahasrara, his ‘trademark’ :-), followed by a surge of energy that always makes me beautifully immobile and still like a stone.        

At that moment, I could feel all the Masters blessing me through him. I was so deeply touched and just wanted to bow at their feet, to express my gratitude somehow. I kept bowing, deeply moved, and kept conveying through the third eye “Bless me, bless me, bless me” – I never experienced such depth of gratitude before.. My physical body could not move, but I did it mentally. And as I bowed, I felt a sort of a ‘file transfer’ happening through the ‘bindu’ at the back of my head and the back of Anahata – I felt the love and blessings of the Masters pouring into me. I understood experientially why one is to bow to Divine in order to receive the blessings… Interestingly enough, during the Q&A after the meditation, Mohanji spoke about the same, explaining how bindu on the back of the head is for receiving, while the third eye is for conveying/communication…        

The Science of Humbleness


When all left after the meditation, Dr. Deepali shared with me what she saw while giving me Shaktipat:   

“Biba, you were out of this world. As I touched your crown chakra, I saw golden bright flame sharply coming out through your Shushumna with a tremendous force. It was like a fire cracker… bhuinala. This went on for some time.   

Then you became a pink lotus emerging out of bright consciousness. This consciousness was unique and a beautiful blend of all colors slightly dominated by pleasant blue. This was very different than the bright white consciousness which I saw with few others present for the meditation.  The pink lotus did not want to be straight. It was tilted on the left where there is giant photo of Shiva on the wall. It wanted to be humble towards Shiva.”      

The Beauty of Surrender


After Dr. Deepali and I got to ‘share the notes’ I was amazed to see that we both saw/sensed EXACTLY THE SAME about each individual present while giving them Shaktipat. I felt overwhelming Love towards her and remembered how, when I did Shaktipat to her, I felt that both of us were dissolving and, for some time, we were One – I completely lost the sense of time and boundary.        

While giving Shaktipat to little Moushami, I felt that she was seated on a lotus, blessing the world – she was so beautiful, elegant and mature… With Shaktipat, her energy and radiance increased even more – her beauty was not of this world…. And, amazingly enough, here’s what Dr. Deepali said:        

“Moushami was amazing. She gave me a big surprise. She was completely settled in her experience. I saw her expanding consciousness and saw her becoming like a bright sadhwi.        

Love that Transforms the World


She was sitting in a lotus posture with the background of the bright white consciousness as if she is the door to that consciousness. Sanjay, we need to change our parental role with Moushami. After dinner, Moushami said, Mama, it was a wonderful expereince today! I had a very nice meditation. She slept at 1 am and did not go to school the next day!”        

Moushami - Blessing the World, Kissed by the Sun


 Here are a few more experiences as per the above ‘compared notes’ system :-):        

While giving Shaktipat to Sudeep, I felt that he is a little babyI held and held him ‘in my arms’ :-), couldn’t get enough of it as I felt sooooo much of motherly love.  And Dr. Deepali’s experience:  “Sudeep, you were an innocent child.. crawling in a big house. I realised that it was Krishna consciousness. I saw you merging with that consciousness.   

And then, suddenly, there was a thick, bright white zone, brightness which can’t be compared with anything on this earth. Brightness was filled everywhere in the extent of my vision. Sudeep, am grateful to you for this experience.”   

The Melting Love of Yashoda and Krishna


For Sanjay, I felt that he was inside of an energy whirlpool – I stood on the top of that whirlpool and ‘looked down’ but could not reach him, i.e. did not want to disturb him because I knew he was going through some deep cleansing process. But then I felt the pull to slowly caress the top of his head (at that moment I had the same sensation like when fingers slowly go through the water) and I knew that this energy was reaching him. I felt the energy from my palm was piercing through the whirlpool, i.e. going straight through it, creating a centering effect for Sanjay. Dr. Deepali’s experience: “Sanjay, you were physically spinning as if all your chakras are fully active. I noticed that you settled after Biba gave you Shaktipat. You were glowing and smiling all the time.”  

Blissful Spinning


And Mohanish – so strange, but there was only blankness, no memory of what was happening during Shaktipat I gave him. He was just completely blank… Dr. Deepali: “And Mohanish, he was just blank/empty. A complete ‘being’ state”.    

Dr. Deepali noted how interesting it is to know that our experiences are same! No mind games here. We talk what we see. When we give Shaktipat, we are in Mohanji’s consciousness. Biba and Deepali are not different and both do not exist. Experiencing the same is the proof of that. Mohanji always says ‘See what is there. No mind projections. Human brain is conditioned to see only that what we want to see! Experiencing others’ experiences…. Having a REAL experience is an actual progress in subtlety!’     

While still ‘digesting’ this experience, I spoke to Mohanji about it later on that evening, and he told me something that touched me even more: “Your aura was golden. During that meditation, I allowed you to experience my consciousness fully, to see what I see. You were ready to withstand the energy due to consistent practice of BTW and a high level of surrender. This is our path – no rules and patterns, it is the depth of surrender that matters the most“.        

There are no words that could ever express the profundity of my gratitude for this blessing, for this Grace that I hope to be worthy of always…        

Mohanji's Unconditional Blessing


Furthermore, I spoke with Pradeep Sukhrani yesterday – he just happened to call me, for the first time since I moved to Oman – I was amazed when he told me about the experiences during BTW in Dubai that same Friday. That was the moment when I decided that I should write about all these experiences. So this is what happened in Dubai the same evening:        

Pradeep said that he felt a strong pull to come for BTW knowing it was Buddha Poornima – he managed to get out of the office in the very last moment and was only 5 min. late. He said: “On the way to meditation, my body started heating up suddenly, like fire – I simply had to rush to take 3 glasses of chilled water to calm down. I reached Focus Direct office just as the Omkaar and initial breath-work was going on. As soon as the meditation CD started, I felt the immense heat & my 3rd eye started throbbing strongly. I could feel very, very strong presence of Mohanji. All 15 of us present flowed within this amazing energy field.    

Shernaz was the first to give Shaktipat. I was just bathing in this amazing energy and, the moment when I felt it was time for me to give Shaktipat, I suddenly clearly felt Mohanji’s soul in my body!!!! It was amazing, to say the least. I completely merged with his consciousness! This never happened to me before!”        

Mohanji in Meditation - Connecting With All At a Deeper Level


Everybody in BTW Dubai had an intense, profound experience that time – here are a few experiences:        

Lily was deeply grateful for this experience of deep cleansing. She could feel that all her stress and heaviness were gone. Rajeev said the same thing.        

Sarita  also underwent intense cleansing and felt very strong heat & thirst. I could feel that while giving her Shaktipat, so I asked Amrita to give her a glass of water as soon as the meditation was over.        

Shernaz said that while I was giving her Shaktipat, she went into an amazing trance state which was indescribable.        

Abdul Reham, Saasha, Inez, Rekha & all the rest of them felt very strong & high energy presence and could not really express it all in words.        

The most amazing thing is that each and every one felt that Mohanji was seated at the place where I was sitting (in front of the table/Baba moorthy). I was simply amazed! So what I felt when I said earlier that “I could feel Mohanji’s Soul in my body” was witnessed by others as well.        

This surely was an experience which can never be forgotten…        

Gul also shared her unique experience:        

In fact I never thought I will be able to attend BTW as I had to take my bro in law from India shopping before his flight on Fri night. However, Masters heard my prayers and, in the last moment, another friend came in and offered to take my bro in law shopping – I happily headed straight to Focus Direct office. 🙂        

I instantly dissolved into the meditation and was somewhere far away when I received Shernaz’s light touch on my Sahasrara – I felt warm and went back flying into outer space (can’t remember any of the experiences) to be brought back to body consciousness with the second Shaktipat.         

After some time, I was surprised to receive a third Shaktipat, but this time, I felt for sure Mohanji’s touch on my forehead. As I concentrated on my third eye, I saw something amazing – little Ammu’s smiling face! I saw her giving me Shaktipat herself! This was the first time I received  direct blessings from her.        

The Eternal Angel Ammu - Looking Deep into the Ocean of Life


 After the meditation, when I opened my eyes, I thought Mohanji was seated at the helm, near his picture placed on the table.  It was only when the light was put on that I saw it was actually Pradeep Sukhrani’s smiling face :-). Amazing!        

The loving energies filled my heart – my spirit was so content and at peace to just BE.        

And finally, Shernaz’s experience:        

What happened last Friday was truly profound.  When the meditation CD started, I sensed a strong Divine energy that filled up the room instantly. It was so beautiful to just bathe in it – I just wanted to remain in meditation. I barely mustered the willpower to stand up and perform Shaktipat, but was glad I did so.  The energy flow from my right hand was immense and I knew for sure that higher Masters were pouring their Love through me – it was such an honor to be Their instrument. After finishing the Shaktipats, I happily sat down as my 3rd eye was throbbing a lot. When Pradeep gave me Shaktipat, I felt clearly Mohanji was standing in front of me and touching my Sahasrara.        

 When the meditation ended, Pradeep asked everyone for their experiences. I was in a trance state and could not make out what everyone spoke. Sometimes I wish these meditations can go on for a much, much longer time….        

Thank you friends for reading this long report – it is after midnight, but I felt I should take the time to share all of this with you and thus do all that is humanly possible to honor this experience.        

I will be travelling to India tomorrow and Mohanji is now already in Vietnam, but through BTW all of us surely will be together this Friday, always…        

I’m sending you my undivided love in its purest form.        



When Deep Gratitude Floods the Inner Space, the Living Silence Speaks

6 thoughts on “BTW Experience on Full Moon (‘Buddha Poornima’) and even more Full Heart”

  1. What a WONDERFUL experiece!
    Thak you for sharig this.

    Divine Light is always abundant with Healing, Stillness, Loving energy and it is always so great to be covered in its presence.

    Thank you.
    Jolita A.

  2. Annette Durga Human-Adamson

    Thankyou Bibaji! Its amazing how these experiences are universal! You are a tremendously blessed soul. I would love to hear your whole story one day if you ever have the inclination to share how you came to be where you are today.

  3. I loved each and every experience of friends of their journeys between infinite and finite. Biljana sister this itself is a very higher level experience of Shree Vidya sadhana, Nada to the Bindu, the fine and focused extrapolation of the consciousness, the subtlest entry into the unknown and your experiences are amazing. I feel all BTM friends are the purest beings on earth and feel blessed to have your Angelic presence amongst us. I feel very happy for divine sister Dr. Deepali who was already an uplifted soul when I first met her around 8 or 9 years back and was highly impressed by her divinity and it is great to see that so many are being benefited through her as she being a chosen one by God for this special purpose. Fully agree with my friend Annette ji, really Biljana ji you are a tremendously blessed soul.
    My Love to Moushami, Pradeep and divine Ammu.
    Charanvandana at P K Mohan ji’s divine feet!

  4. Natalia Kollarou

    Thank you blessed Ones!! We are all ONE!! What if space separates us? NOTHING CAN REALLY SEPARATES US!! It is amazing how what I hear in a healing group in Athens I can hear from all over the world!! I had a brief revelation a week ago!!!! This huge financial crisis will put the foundation of a new era VERY SOON!! My country suffers horribly by the crisis, yet so many people accept to believe to the HEALING energies of God!! Yet now I am so much encouraged to see that my brothers and sisters all over the world are just ONE with me, for the whole UNIVESE and its endless LOVE is OURS!!
    Much LOVE and LIGHT

  5. This picture at the top of this [June 2, 2010] Blog – “The golden Buddha Consciousness”; can you please tell me where this particular Buddha is located? Are there any pictures of this whole Buddha? His face has such a serene look to it.

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